
In 2010, Cesar Millan went through several life changes that broke his heart. In the preceding years, he had become the world’s most famous dog trainer and the CEO of CMI, which was estimated to become a $100 million business.
It all came crashing down in the beginning of 2010, starting in February. Daddy, his pit bull and companion, who Millan called his “mentor,” died of cancer.
Shortly afterward, his wife, Ilusion, filed for divorce. They had been married for 16 years.
The beautiful thing about dogs is that when you show them honor and respect, they return the same to you a thousand fold.
Posted by Cesar Millan on Tuesday, July 14, 2015
Around the same time, Millan discovered that some bad business deals left him with almost nothing, despite his TV successes. To make things even worse, he felt his sons blamed him for the divorce and thought their lives were better without him.
To cope with it all, he stayed with his brother, attended church, and visited family more. Nothing seemed to make things better for him.
Even his dogs were becoming distant from him, Millan said, because he was unstable and they trusted him less. In May of that year, he had reached his lowest point.
While he was at his wife’s house, he took a combination of pills including Xanax in the hopes of ending his own life. The next thing he knew, he was awake in a hospital psychiatric ward.
His response was incredible. He knew that since his attempt failed, he must still have a purpose.
Enjoying the day outside with my pack. Reflecting on the past year, and what lies ahead on the horizon.
Posted by Cesar Millan on Saturday, December 31, 2016
“I better get back to work!” Millan said to himself. He went right back to training dogs, including his new sidekick, Junior, a 3-month-old pit bull.
“I couldn’t have done what I do without Daddy,” he said, “and now I can’t do it without Junior. There’s always a pit bull there supporting me.”
Millan continued clearing brush, digging roads, and planting trees on his newly purchased 43-acre land that he would use for training dogs. He also cut ties from his company because he believed they were driven purely by money, and he was driven just to help people and their dogs.
“Some people turn to cigarettes and alcohol when they have problems,” he said. “I use hard work.”
His suicide attempt was his lowest point, but he was thankful he was able to learn so much about depression and suicide. He also learned how to look for the signs and his own way to cope with depression: hard work.
“You hear this sentence, ‘What doesn’t kill you makes you stronger,’” Millan said. “That became real for me. It made me closer to people.”
Cesar Millan was blessed to receive a second chance at life, and he did not take that for granted. Now he is using his life to continue helping people and their dogs, and he hopes to help others out of their depression.
Kellie Fodden
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Lv Cesar glad he’s recovering .
Sharon Gunda
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What omg realy
Sharon Gunda
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Tell me
NJ Williams
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Well in the uk he was banned from coming over, as his methods were deamed cruel to animals.
Baath Jagjeet
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Manav Sandhu must read
Lynette Reilly
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Posting the same sold article again?? This was posted Saturday on here
Intan Yusnintan
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Cute..
Tammy Robinson
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Pug Lovers…. I’m about to unfollow you. I’m tired of all the negative BS that you have been posting. This is old$#%&!@* Wth?!?!
Marina Bekker
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Godspeed Cesar!
Ann Gilmer Vanlaningham
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You have struggled and worked hard all your life, plus you have a very unique instinct which truly does allow you to be one with animals. We who love our pets as family understand how devastating it was for you to lose gentle Daddy. May your greatest heartaches be behind you, and as the Irish saying goes, throughout the rest of your life — “May the road rise to meet you, May the wind be always at your back, May the sun shine warm upon your face, and The rains fall soft upon your fields”.
Heather Grant
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Who would have thought that
Rose Soini
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This was 7 years ago or something. I am so sad that he got that depressed, but I thought it was a resent thing when I saw this. So glad he is OK. Wonderful guy….
Michael Collura
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Danielle read this story.
Lois Kendrick
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Cesar Millan prayers to you for strength and thank you for all the dogs you’ve helped.
Carole Doherty
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Happy he lived and does good as always
Paul Slc
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Old news.
Angie Kolebuck-Utz
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If he was broke how did he afford the 40+ acres?
Saige Christen
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Robert Sexton , Mike Erblich and Tom Johnson, you 3 need to find your soul. How could you laugh at someone telling thier life story. He is a great man admired by millions, and you 3 are just scum under his shoe ha!ha!ha!
Norma Stoltz Uribe
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Don’t do that again. Life is beautiful with your dogs
Ughboot James
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Amazing story
Linda Andrews
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Dog WHISPERER? Try dog ABUSER instead!
Linda Andrews
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Dog WHISPERER? Try dog ABUSER instead!
Linda Andrews
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Maybe to YOU it’s “old,” but it’s news to ME!
Mike-Michelle Mazouch
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Who’s the admin on this site?
Tammy Robinson
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It happened after his divorce in 2010… sorry but that’s old news to me…. further more, it doesn’t need to be repeated over and over. Give the man some respect for crying out loud.
Karina M'ndøza
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THAT WAS YEARS AGO…
Bianca Goedegebuure
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Fred
Martin Davie
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Get him a therapy dog?
Marcelo Contreras
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what dumb$#%&!@*
John Verlac
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Didn’t that happen awhile ago
Barbara Boucher
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Dog abuser
Kirsten Webster-Hatfield
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Ryan Hatfield!!!
Mike Brenner
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Yes. But some of us were not aware it had happened. As a chronically depressed person I appreciate learning about his struggle with the illness we share.
Janet Daniels
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I learned a lot watching his shows, his methods work. He is a very smart & caring man. Great shows keep up the good work.
John Verlac
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Sorry friend I wasn’t sure if maybe it happened again
Melanie Gasik
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Jeff Green Larry Green
Rietjie Heather-clark
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Oh no…..xx
Lorraine Cox
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This man has tired to kill him self
Joanne Hjorth
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Wow
Tory Miller Charlier
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Joy Frey
Hector Rada
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Just be calm and assertive…..lol
Jerry Linger
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I pray he can find inner peace and strength.
Heather Rena'e Lynch
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If he wants a replacement wife, here I am Caesar! Lol
Queenie Gamao
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IK Vasquez tsk
Daniel Tartarat
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Un homme qui est sur de lui avec des principes fondamentaux et voilà aujourd’hui que la vie ne lui fait pas de cadeaux
Gary Brand
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Again
Nathalia Carcamo
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Evelyn
Christine Williams
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He is never mean to the dogs.
Barbara McGary
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Old news he did that years ago and I have never seen him abuse a dog…he’s a very good trainer
Christine Williams
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This is old